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24 September Mid-autumn Day! Tomorrow will be the Mid-autumn, and when i walk back home, i find the round and nice moon hanging in the sky. Yeah, life is full of regrets and sorrows, no one can be as happy and as complete as the moon today. But i am so lucky to have so many lovely students.
This morning, i received a mooncake a nice card from one class. Although, i don't like eating mooncakes. But this mooncake has already digested in my belly. and in the afternoon, when i enter the classroom, i received a bouquet of water lilies. It has been such a long time since i received flowers. The romantic purple flowers remind me of the past wonderful days.
I simply cannot properly express my feelings and my sensation when i face them. The only thing, i know is that i am so happy that i want to cry. all the grievance i've suffered from my family has been relieved and i gradually clam down. I now realize i am needed at least by my students.
Thanks all! and Happy Mid-autumn Day! The most cherished... Finally, i have found what i want to cherish for the rest of my life. Maybe they value nothing if you weigh it with money, but i can say no one has the same things, they are the only ones to me and they mean a lot. A key, a silver ring and a peice of note are all i want to cherish. The key is a key to the happinss, the ring is a ring to the promises, the note is a note about cares. And i think in my entire life, i will never ever own such kind of things again, coz so many things have been changed. All the past things have become memories and will not happen again. But i still miss the past happy days, i just cannot forget them, esp. with the sufferings i have now.
Maybe it will be just a fantasy, that i want to keep them to create another miracle, another wonder! Can I? 8 September 手中的星星 “有一位会看手相的朋友说:‘在生命中,每个人都有一颗星星指引着他的方向,大部分人的星星在天上,他必须跟着星星走;而小部分的人,手掌上有一个星形的纹,那星星就握在他的掌中,由他自己去支配’但是我认为,即使我们手中没有那个星纹,也必须伸出毅力的手,把属于自己的那颗星星从天上摘下来,让自己决定自己的方向。”--刘墉
After reading this, i kept searching in my hands to find out the star-like thing but failed. And i knew that i have to go along with my star in sky. That is why i have suffered so much in something in the past several months.So i decided to draw a star on my hand,although not so beautiful and not shining at all, but i suddeny feel content and confident coz i know i can also change many things with my hands.
And i would rather prefer to believe that my star has been deeply inside my hand and i have had the control of my life.
And I would rather prefer to believe the saying that every star stands for a pure soul that is rising for the purpose of lightening the people he or she loved and giving hopes to those he or she wanted to protect. And i would also want to be a shining star after i die and i am sure i will be the smiling one! 4 September 那么爱你为什么这是最近一直在听的歌曲,听的时候总是让人觉得很悲伤,很心酸
离开你是傻是对是错 是看破是软弱 这结果是爱是恨或者是什么 如果是种解脱 怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝 那么爱你为什么 从女性观点让我明白地说 无论你是挖心掏肺呼天抢地或是热情如火 不止白白惹人讨厌让人嫌你罗嗦 恨不得没跟你认识过 你讲也讲不听听又听不懂 懂也不会做你做又做不好 你现在唱个这样的歌 你到底是想对我说什么 面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活 过去的日子仿佛偷偷地在笑我 笑我的落魄 也笑我的执着 也许吧他爱你比我多 离开你是傻是对是错 是看破是软弱 这结果是爱是恨或者是什么 如果是种解脱 怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝 那么爱你为什么 有太多男女就象你就象我 年纪轻轻开始拍拖 纯纯的爱或者天雷地火 眼看卿卿我我眼看情海生波 最终日子还得往下过 你可以说我冷漠或是怪我刻薄 我到想等着看你没我能不能活 你现在唱个这样的歌 你以为我们之间还会有什么 面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活 过去的日子仿佛偷偷地在笑我 笑我的落魄 也笑我的执着 也许吧他爱你比我多 离开你是傻是对是错 是看破是软弱 这结果是爱是恨或者是什么 如果是种解脱 怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝 那么爱你为什么 离开你是傻是对是错 是看破是软弱 这结果是爱是恨或者是什么 如果是种解脱 怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝 那么爱你为什么 3 September 车祸记 昨天是去杭州接Kathy的大日子,只是最近似乎真的很倒霉,出师不利,还出了不大不小的车祸。
首先在渡轮排队,被看门之人误会是插队,差点与之打起来,带着不愉快的开始,我们踏上了去杭州的路程。一路上,还算顺利,很快到了,并且接到了Kathy,回来的路上就出现了大事。
由于天气状况实在糟糕,加上天色有点晚了,所以在慢慢爬到宁波贝仑出口分界时,前面有辆越野车因为开错车道,突然停在了路边,导致后面包括我们的车共4辆一下子紧急刹车,造成追尾事故。
当时眼睛,包包全部都飞到了挡风玻璃上,所幸的是系了安全带,否则估计我也在车子外面了。事故发生之后,脑袋一片空白,只是觉得人,生命真的好脆弱,也许就那么一秒两秒就生死两隔,那么还有什么是不可以原谅,不可以好好解决的呢??
不幸的是,我们的车居然是全责,让我更加觉得奇怪的是,交警同志居然说:“那人家停车是可以停的啊,谁让你撞上去的啊,撞上去就有责任了。”天哪,那他的意思是以后我学会了车我可以任意在我喜欢的地方急刹车,而不需要负一点点的责任了???好,那我有钱了,我就去开辆坦克,就突然急刹车在路中间。。。
幸运的是,脱保了一个月的车子,9月1号刚刚办好保险,所以起码没有金钱上的问题了。
开心,但有郁闷ing... 1 September 羊羊羊,小肥羊! 久负盛名的来自内蒙草原的小肥羊终于在家乡隆重开业了!抱着对草原的那份向往,也抱着对小肥羊的高度期待,我们一行四人兴冲冲来到了小肥羊。
不幸的是,由于本人愚蠢的坚信,认为现在这种时候会有多少人吃火锅的念头,没有提前订位子,只能排队等候。在排队之前,本人跑到前台要求等位牌,就等未得到答复。我老公奋起跑去找了前台,居然顺利的提前拿到了牌子,天哪,难道这个年代,真的是帅哥比较吃香嘛???
在久等20之久后,终于等到了位子,很可惜,居然对着rest room 的出口,真是走了。。。运了,呵呵。好不容易坐了下来,点完了菜,居然见不到筷子,左等右催,筷子千呼万唤之中来到了跟前。奇怪了,筷子,吸管,餐巾纸等包在一个小袋中,恩,很环保,再一看,收费1元!看来以后饭店的成本是越来越少了,连最基本的应该提供给客人的筷子,习惯都要收费了!! 难道能不用?? 真的用手吃嘛?? 也许真的应该向我学生的朋友学习,出门吃饭自己带筷子,带杯子,设想,弄不好,某一天,连碗都要收费了!!!!
牢骚之后,直觉得肚子很饿,突然,啊的一声,断电了!! 幸运的是,我们刚好坐在应急灯的下面,所以整个火锅店都点了蜡烛,只有我们有灯光;不幸的是,人家都已经吃了很久了,所以锅中多多少少有好吃的,而我们一个菜都没有上,厨房因为停电,没有办法操作。天哪,我们就坐在最亮的地方看着别人享用美好的烛光火锅,而我们只能自怨自艾,摸摸越来越扁平的肚子,流流口水,喝点饮料,艰难地呼吸着混浊的因为没有空调而越来越闷的空气。。。
不知道过了多久,电终于来了,菜终于上了,肚子终于饱了,吃小肥羊真是辛苦哦! |
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